I still went looking for you

Through all this white noise

And sometimes, thinking of you

Is something I can’t avoid

Endless corridors & escalating waves

You are my silent rainfall on a deep blue day


I still went looking for you

Under the creases of wear

And sometimes, speaking to you

Is something I just can’t bare

Colors now fading, your smile will say

That you’re hanging around for one more day


But now you’re a vague memory

To my tortured amnesiac

Was I a shoulder to cry on?

Someone to stab in the back?


All 36 frames, I took of you

Are surrendering to the view

Of a past that’s best forgotten

In sway and in place

There’s 36 frames of you

But I can’t see your face


I still went looking for you

In teardrops behind bliss

Echoing sighs, form bright shadows

There’s a hole in my heart where the bullet goes

If you can shoot well there’s nothing else you owe


All 36 frames, I took of you

Are surrendering to the view

Of a fate that’s best untrodden 

In sound and in taste

There’s 36 frames of you

But I can’t see your face


All 36 frames of you

Have realized, that time renewed 

That dust gathers and forms a hue

That I planted my pain

So it grew

Through 36 frames of you